Lately I've felt so misunderstood. Everywhere I go I feel like I don't fit in. Like the way I think and feel is so different than the way everyone else thinks and feels.
Socially, I feel like I've lost my groove. Once upon a time, I used to be the life of the party. And these days I just feel like sitting in a corner and watching. Why is it so hard to make new friends?
Not that it really matters. Most days I would rather sit at home and watch Downton Abbey than go be around people. Typing that was sad.
At church if I make a comment in Sunday school, it feels like it's going against the grain. And then when I'm done I sit and wonder...did anyone understand what I was trying to say?
I'm just trying to be myself. My honest to goodness, truest self. It feels hard sometimes.
Matt likes me the way I am, is what he says. He likes that I am a little sassy, a little contrary, a little liberal, and different. Bless him.
A few weeks ago I sent him a text with this picture...
Matt: It's bold, but it's sassy
So naturally, I bought it.
4 comments:
I LOVE you just the way you are! I miss you guys!
First, I love that coat on you.
Second, you're looking very skinny in that picture. I hate you.
Third, *HUGS*. I love you just the way you are too. I get you. (Or, at least I try to.)
Next summer can't get here soon enough.
Megan!
I think you are a sweetm funny and incredible person! I know you are funny and cute- i remember our laugh on that very first girls noght out back in the good ol' 85th ward. I still remember how much we laughed as i tried to sit in the middle in your car. Or whos car was that? Anyway- if you would love closer we could hang out often. It would be fun! I think you are wonderful and I love you the way you are!!!!
oh and PS. that coat looks good on you!
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